It's been a long time

I find myself laughing at how long it has been since I was last on here. When I first started doing this, I told myself that I would try and at least put something on here once a week. Well, life happens I guess. And like so many things in our life, before you know it, time has passed and your sitting back going I wished I would have done that more, or I meant to do that. Now don't get me wrong, there are some regrets in my life, but none that has not shaped my character. I have listed a few below.

Regret No.1
I wished I would have finished school
No. 2
I wished I would have stayed at the hospital the day my daddy died
No.3
I wished I would have kept her.
No. 4
I wished I would have came home early and seen Kenny before he left that last time.
No. 5
I wished I would have just walked away


I don't dwell on the above things much, unless of course I am in a really down mood, and then ole satan sneaks in and trys to trick me in believing that I am a goof up and how could anyone love me after all I have done. But in the rambling of satan, is the ever so whisper of God that tells me I love you, I have made you in my image, and I am proud of you. I will take what the world has meant for evil and I will make good of it.

It is then, I realize that today is a new day, and I need to live everyday to the best of my ability, to love more, laugh more, and even cry more. Today, I will complete only the task of today, with no regrets!